mmhm :)

We
All
Have
Things to do
And things to say
Just not right now
Just not this place
And I should like to follow you
Not stalking you
Just walk with you
And if you let me
I'd love you
You'd have no reason to worry
"Is she true?"
Oh, yes, my love
And keep your head up
Till the rain comes
And washes the tears from your eyes
tears from your life

idk.itjustcametomeh =)

Tragic

D:

Simple

Interpret me
As I appear to be
Because for you
I'll do the same
Is it a problem
That I feel so honored
Whenever you speak to me?
We are both human
Have so much in common
Yet,
Nothing is the same
Enough with being bi or les or straight
Just love who you feel
You should

Cousins
I can't even imagine
Yet I liked you both
Past&Present

You don't talk that much
But I feel we are similar

Interpret me
As I seem to be
Because for you
I'll never give up

Small World

no not the place in disneyland.

i lost my phone this past weekend on Alameda Beach,

no effin chance.

turns out, one of the people doing the canoe races around the bay found it and called the "last number dialed". my mom. the person lives in san ramon, works at the same company as my mom, in the same building, practically down the hall. when my mom went to get the phone, they met. for the first time.

thanks God. you really must've stretched on that one. :D

"I am dissappointed."

I know you are Mama, I would be too.
I'm a failure.
I lost my band our winning streak of first place drum majors.
I messed up during both competitions.
And I lost my phone.
All in one day.
In less than twelve hours.

Trust me, I'm trying to forget.
But then it comes back again, like an unremovable stain.

Why am I such a screwup?

Aloha Baby

dance tonite.
go to church
and practice
and beg people to go to a stupid park

Cause if tonite is my last [chance]
What I gotta do?
And if tonite is my last
I wanna spend it with you.

♥

Peace Be With You. And Also With You.

And I know

You're smiling down

On me from

Heaven

Like so many

Friends we've

Lost along

The way

And I know

Eventually we'll

Be together

One Sweet day

eventually I'll see you in heaven

I Hate It When

you cry.
you worry.
you reject.
you block.

so please.
we care.

don't let me feel your teardrops
running down my cheek.

C'mon

hey.
its okay.

pray for that chance.
theres always a chance.
love it. embrace it.

Storytime #2

here's the second segment of my story:

Chapter One

   "Some game last night James."
   "Thanks," I said to the random stranger.
   "Yeah well, Mr. Lewis here has more where that came from," the girl on my arm, Mandy Fisher, yelled.
   The hall let out a cheer as I walked to lunch.
   The outdoor courtyard was a swarm of black and yellow. The cheerleades and marching band were there, congratulating the football team on their win the previous night.
   "I have to go but I'll be back," Mandy said, tousling my hair. I nodded and went over to sit with my friend Marc. I laughed when I saw him.
   He was wearing the brightest yellow pants ever and a black short sleeve shirt. His bag was yellow with black stripes.
   "I know what you're thinking," he said. "Could it get any gay-er? And the answer is 'yes'."
   "Whatever," I replied. "You're the best water boy our team has ever had, gay or otherwise."
   "And mascot," he reminded me. "But hey, you're not 'ThatGayGuy'sBestFriend' anymore. You're 'StarFootballPlayerOfTheSouthBayYellowJackets'. Ohh, the cheerleaders are starting. I gotta go."
   Marc ran over. Someone passed him his giant yellow jacket head and they started their routine. Mandy was in front.
   "Y-E-L-L-O-W Jackets!" they yelled. "We will sting you. High and mighty, rain or shine. We'll beat you before the first nine. Here to win and ready to fight, tell us where and we'll sting alright!"


Okay so thats all I have for now. I know the cheerleaders are a little cornyt but watevs. Leave  a comment.

natural lol :D

"Yay. Pants." ~James Pitcavage

Level

We all have a level. May God Bless that you will find someone who's on yours.

I found them today. I would have liked to have a date to the last dance, a hand to hold, a person to share.

You said you weren't ready. And I like you enough to respect that.

It's better this way, without them knowing.

dont stop

belevin'

hold on to that

feelin'

coupla songs :D

I know a girl

She puts the color inside of my world

But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me
Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

I'm a wildflower

Growing in the sunshine

Soaking up the way of life

I was raised in

Runnning barefoot through

A summer shower

Oh yeah

I can't help it

I'm a wildflower

 

Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists, of pale amber rose
Feels liek I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you
Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless summer nights
Secret moments shared within the heat of the afrernoon
Out of the stillness soft spoken words
Say it, say it again.
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer togerher
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
You've got
The most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got
Me almost melting away
As we lay there
Under a blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness
A magical time
Say it, say it again.
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer togerher
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
Say it, say it again.
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer togerher
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
Say you'll love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always everywhere and everthing
Say you'll love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always everywhere and everthing
Say you'll love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always everywhere and everthing
Say you'll love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always everywhere and everthing
Say it, say it again.
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer togerher
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
Say it, say it again.
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer togerher
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
Say it, say it again.
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer togerher
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near or far, closer together

Oh Fudgecrackers!

my potty mouth has been punished. okay then, i can live with that. iWont say this and this and that anymore but i can sure as anything come up with a substitute. just you watch Papito!!
iKnow you will read this, we talked about this. you didnt come swimming. was the water too cold? D:
 so anyway. i should probably give a mushroom about this but hey, life goes on.

anyway if you leave a comment, leave an anonymous comment!

Story Time

I am writing a new story. I think I'll post it on here in sections to get feedback. it's really weird. i'll be ecstatic if anyone reads it at all. so, be kind (if thats possible) and listen to the first few sentences i have:

Prologue

     The rag rubbed against my cheeks, leaving the skin raw. My wrists bled as the rope bit into them.
     I was dizzy from the anesthetic he had injected me with. The spot where the needle had punctured me was red and swollen.
     I could tell I was in a car. My head was against the car door. I saw lines of trees speeding past as my vision faded in and out.
    My eyes wandered to the driver's seat. He kept glancing back at me. The first time he saw me with my eyes open, he punched my leg. a splitting pain seized me and i knew it was broken.
    I yeled and he pulled over to the side of the road. He came around and picked me up.
    It was no small fea considering I was a fifteen year old boy on the football team. Tears ran down his crimson smeared cheeks. He threw me into the nearest ditch and sped away.
   My head hit a rock and I passed out.


Okay so there you have it. the prologue of my new story. feel free to leave comments about spelling and grammar and conventions and just what you think of it in general.  :D